FUCK HER!!
I’ve never really cared for my step-mom, but I am becoming increasingly annoyed with her since my dad died. I’m to the point where I’m about to explode and tell her to go fuck herself. But, how do I do that without looking like the dick? I can’t. Even though she’s the one being a dick through all this. She doesn’t give one fuck about about how my brother and I feel about our ONLY parent dying. She has not asked, nor expressed interest, once. Not ONCE has she asked how we feel or how we’re coping. Every time one of us brings up our dad, she flips the conversation into HER feelings. Yet, we’ve both reached out to her and have been concerned with her feelings.
Now she’s taking advantage of my grandparents and the family business and will end up fucking everyone in the end. I’ve been told I now have to help pay the mortgage on my dead father’s house…which is completely unrealistic for her to keep if she can’t afford it. I have to shell out cash for the next 6 months, before I go to school, when she’ll just spend it like there’s no tomorrow, and won’t be able to keep house anyway. So, rather than saving that cash for my PhD program, I get to waste it on her…and it’ll probably go to her own kids and grandkids anyway. She also, in no uncertain terms, pretty much told my brother she’s waiting for my grandparents to die so she can get her piece of the inheritance and she can bail. Fuck that. I’d keep then alive forever even if it meant I never saw a dime from them. Their life is more important than their money, and I wish she got that, or even cared. She’s even gone as far as blaming my grandparents, and the family business, for his death. All this, and my dad was absolutely fucking miserable with HER. Speculation? NO! He flat out told me so!
And, It was like pulling teeth to get anything of my dad’s out of her after he passed. She told me at one point, I could only have some of his ashes when I went away to school. Until then, he had to stay with her, in their room. Fuck you. I want my dad now! Why do I have to wait. Why do I have to ask? Why do I have to wonder? She is so fucking selfish, it’s not even funny. Fuck this! Fuck her!
